I am a 27 year old white man who is trapped in a friendless and very frustrating life destroyed by my family. I have tried for so many years to meet someone that my life is literally wasting away behind paywalls I will never be able to pass and depression that is not only destroying me but also winning after all of these years. I am beyond active bedroom wise but no one wants me and even if they did I can never message anyone. I eventually want to have 2 daughters but have extreme difficulty bonding do to years of isolation and abandonment. I don't live alone but live with a payee who entirely ruined my life and sees controls my money making hard to do anything. Wether its a friend with extra or a relationship I desperately need someone who I am into and who can be there for me because I can't take the lonelyness and frustration anymore.
A preferably younger woman who is slim and attractive and open and above normal active in the bedroom. Someone who won't judge me for how my life was forced and still is forced to be like and doesn't want a life that revolves around a man doing everything or money.
I don't know any of us who are in relationships that are totally honest - it doesn't exist.